My final goodbye - fuck life

[DirtyJumbo]

I always tought suicide was for losers but those who know me know what I went through the last year and I can't take any of this shit anymore so fuck life

Gonna grab a few beers and OD on sleeping pills, hopefuly I'll never wake up again

In about 3 hours it's gonna be 10 months my father died, gonna do it at midnight

In case any of my buddies here wanna have a final chat with me my number is +32494794146

Thanks for everything and I wish all of you best of luck in your projects

[freechess]

honestly i don't know what you been going through and honestly

don't know what to say. except please reconsider thats all i can think of

[GTP Dave]

I called you twice,,, why did you tell me to *******?

[Meat]

DJ i just tried calling u and the number is wrong, or you abused me in belgium

pm me your correct number please

[facialfreak]

Sleeping pills are lame bro .....

If you are serious about this, (which you already proved YOU ARE NOT by posting this cry for help) you should go out with guns blazing ... not sleeping pills

Put the pills away (you may need them for the next time your neighbors decide to have an all night sex marathon ...), crack open those couple beer, and get posting/submitting/whatever man!

[freechess]

Originally Posted by facialfreak

Sleeping pills are lame bro .....

If you are serious about this, (which you already proved YOU ARE NOT by posting this cry for help) you should go out with guns blazing ... not sleeping pills

well serious or not. he i hope he changes his mind

[theNewGuy]

Not sure what to say about this however I do agree with ff on this one.

[joel56]

with 17000 posts I'm sure he's helped alot of people around here- I hope his friends tell him that he's needed by many new folks coming in here seeking his assistance.

[GTP Dave]

DJ, you have a pm... as spoken.

[oOghostriderOo]

dj i don't know you at all, haven't really read any of your posts but I have dealt with what are going through and NOTHING is that bad I don't your situation at all but life is always better than death, suicide is permanent solution to a temporary problem think it through, get some help or give your life to someone else before you go. Go spend some time helping people who are worse off than you. People who don't have luxuries like a computer or internet or food or jobs or a house or any friends, these people are not hard to find just go to any homeless shelter, in no time you will see things can always be worse. think about it choose LIFE.

[Big-D]

Originally Posted by DirtyJumbo

I always tought suicide was for losers but those who know me know what I went through the last year and I can't take any of this shit anymore so fuck life

Gonna grab a few beers and OD on sleeping pills, hopefuly I'll never wake up again

In about 3 hours it's gonna be 10 months my father died, gonna do it at midnight

In case any of my buddies here wanna have a final chat with me my number is +32494794146

Thanks for everything and I wish all of you best of luck in your projects

DJ,

You dont know me and I dont know you. Never chatted or met. But brother let me tell you, and I pray you listen for a second and think about my words.
I would pick up the phone and call except I already know that number is wrong. So this is my alternative.

DJ, You are cared about here by many people. I know life sucks real bad at times, but this is not an answer. If this has to do with your dad passing, then ask yourself this. "Is this what my dad would want for me?" Pretty damn sure the answer is no. We all have our beliefs. Consider for a moment the following:

We are each here for one reason. We do not know what that reason is. But what if the entire purpose of your life is to say one thing to a particular person at a specific point in time? Could be anyone or someone special to you. May not even mean a thing to you at the time, but the words and thoughts that flow out of your mouth effect that person and causes them to go on and do great things in their life? Or perhaps it is something that they remember and their reason in life is to pass it on to one other person and that is the ultimate person it was meant to help? You are the link in a chain of life man.

You have a purpose. Life is always the better choice. Hang in there. Reach out and talk to a few trusted souls. Life takes work, but I know if you hang in there man, it will get better. I am living proof of it.
If you read this and want to talk, PM me and I will call you.

Big D

[SleazyBear]

I tried contacting him thru his number on his domain reg, told me invalid number, he does host with cyberwurx maybe chris has his number he does own dirtyjumbo.com. I know what its like to loose everything, I lost my dad a long time ago, isnt a day goes by I think maybe I should call dad.. Your not alone my friend, but ending it isnt the answer..

[Meat]

Speaking with him now

[Nikka]

Originally Posted by Meat

Speaking with him now

any news?...................

[Greg B]

What? Dude, I've been through hell and back on a rowboat without a paddle but there's no need to go out. I don't know what you've been through but ask yourself these simple questions, at right now can you breathe? walk on two legs? see a pretty girl or a sunrise? can you help someone else who is worse off than you? If you aren't here who'll e there for those who are weaker and need your strenghth?

Talk to someone, get some questions answered. I've got a friend who was a top model in Asia. She ended up being burned over 80% of her body and she fought back every inch, every scrap, even though all seemed lost. She's alive today because of the grace of God and loving friends and dedicated doctors. It gets dark but sometimes it looks dark because we forget to open our eyes and it takes a good friend to remind us. Talk to someone.

[Nikka]

I am not very good at this kind of stuff, DJ just don´t do it, you will only finish at the hospital with a terrible headache.......

[Lewanker]

Sounds kinda lame to say I know how you feel - but I do. I've been down this route several times before, and I'm glad I never realized it.

A famous swedish singer once put out an album called (roughly translated): " Why kill yourself when you won't hear what they say afterwards?" and that's what I repeat to myself when I get to thinking like that. Death may be the end of sorrows, but it's also the end of everything else - the end of every chance to make a better life for you and the ones close to you.

I sincerely hope you won't leave us, DJ..

[Meat]

OK update

I contacted the belgian police and had them go to him. Also have had a good long chat to him, hes handed his pills over to the police (they arrived when i was talking to him so nice to see they are ont he ball in belgium), and i think we can help him get thru the problems hes currently facing.

Not that there is a funny side but the belgian police thought i was the spanish police lol think that may have helped the rapid assitance but no idea why they thought i was spanish coppers lol,

[Greg B]

Meat, I used to have to handle things like this everyday working as security on AOL. You never knew when someone would fall off, especially if it was a kid.

You're on pins and needles the whole time and hoping you've gotten through just in time.

Never lost one though in almost 8 years but it's been close.

[Big-D]

Originally Posted by Meat

OK update

I contacted the belgian police and had them go to him. Also have had a good long chat to him, hes handed his pills over to the police (they arrived when i was talking to him so nice to see they are ont he ball in belgium), and i think we can help him get thru the problems hes currently facing.

Not that there is a funny side but the belgian police thought i was the spanish police lol think that may have helped the rapid assitance but no idea why they thought i was spanish coppers lol,

Great Job Meat. I hope and pray DJ is able to work his way through all the crap in his life.


Big D