Thank you Meat Dave and NP - Page 3

mimi · 01-31-2008, 01:03 PM

nice to have you back DJ...things look bad right now but hopefully down the road,you'll be able to look back at this period of your life and feel really proud of yourself for surviving through the mess.

lilpixie · 01-31-2008, 01:16 PM

Glad you are in one piece DJ - chat soon mate

lilpixie x

AgentZee · 01-31-2008, 01:41 PM

good to hear your ok jumbo, take care of yourself

zeuse · 01-31-2008, 02:51 PM

Jumbo ive been there. Ive sat in a gutter with blood pissing out of my wrists over a girl, twice. All i can say for sure is that you will look back on it and realise that you were a real cock that day. Getting my wrist stitched up at the hospital and having the doctors try to refer me to a shrink was nothing compared to watching my mother break down. People think that commiting suicide is for cowards but trust me it takes a big fuck off pair of balls to choose a method and go through with it, failure or not.

Look after yourself

cool1 · 01-31-2008, 03:50 PM

glad to hear you are doing better than dead.
bummer about your ex screwin you over.
well karma will get her in the end always does.
take care and stay well

joel56 · 02-01-2008, 12:57 AM

hi DJ, unfortunately heavy issues you do have indeed-
If I can add my small 2 cents since I am new here but was catching your original thread from the start through till here. I had a friend with bipolar-and got into an 'endgame' situation similar to yours quite badly at one point, but now the right meds have made him intergrated quite normally now -no depression swings. I'm not sure if you've access to proper treatment for that, but it could help alot.
I hope you get a judge that looks into your case with leniency... would showing your particpation so extensively in this forum be helpful perhaps -ie, showing;- all your caring friends, your threads you've been helping others out with, this suicide contemplation, - also the fact proper treatment for the bipolar might not be readily accessible in prison and that fact could loom like a shadow over you... I don't know much else- just throwing in some ideas that may help you out in some small way at the very least. Good luck anyway, but always believe in your heart to endure everything - your galaxy of friends here know you can.

gothic · 02-01-2008, 02:48 AM

Hi guys,

Just had a chat with DJ on the phone, he didn't get a chance to be online again yet but he's ok and thanks all for your concern.

ScreaM · 02-01-2008, 02:57 AM

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Originally Posted by gothic

Hi guys,

Just had a chat with DJ on the phone, he didn't get a chance to be online again yet but he's ok and thanks all for your concern.

Awesome. We were getting worried.

DirtyJumbo · 02-01-2008, 07:28 AM

Fucking great as if im not depressed enough yet my ex just called me to tell me she fucked another guy last night and that she regrets it WTF. Went to a psychiatric hospital last night cuz i felt like killing myself again but when i was woken up this morning they were gonna put me in solitary confinment cuz i couldnt give a piss sample on command. Fuck i climbed the wall and got the fuck out even in jail the guards don't have a nazi attitude like that

GTP Dave · 02-01-2008, 07:47 AM

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Originally Posted by DirtyJumbo

Fucking great as if im not depressed enough yet my ex just called me to tell me she fucked another guy last night and that she regrets it WTF. Went to a psychiatric hospital last night cuz i felt like killing myself again but when i was woken up this morning they were gonna put me in solitary confinment cuz i couldnt give a piss sample on command. Fuck i climbed the wall and got the fuck out even in jail the guards don't have a nazi attitude like that

you need to break all contact with her man...do not let her drag you down any further

ScreaM · 02-01-2008, 08:26 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DirtyJumbo

Fucking great as if im not depressed enough yet my ex just called me to tell me she fucked another guy last night and that she regrets it WTF. Went to a psychiatric hospital last night cuz i felt like killing myself again but when i was woken up this morning they were gonna put me in solitary confinment cuz i couldnt give a piss sample on command. Fuck i climbed the wall and got the fuck out even in jail the guards don't have a nazi attitude like that

Dude, ignore the bitch. You need to move away from that place imho.

Big-D · 02-01-2008, 09:32 AM

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Originally Posted by DirtyJumbo

Fucking great as if im not depressed enough yet my ex just called me to tell me she fucked another guy last night and that she regrets it WTF. Went to a psychiatric hospital last night cuz i felt like killing myself again but when i was woken up this morning they were gonna put me in solitary confinment cuz i couldnt give a piss sample on command. Fuck i climbed the wall and got the fuck out even in jail the guards don't have a nazi attitude like that

DJ,

Sorry I missed this thread yesterday. You need to cut this bitch completely out man. SHarp knife cuts the quickest. Block all her numbers from your cell and get on with getting on. As for the police and court, dunno. But I do think we can help. If things turn and you have to spend some time away in a psych ward or behind bars. let us all know what is going on. I am sure there are enough people here that can put a couple of your links up and keep things limping along till you get out and you would have some money stashed for then as well. I will be checking for word from you man. Keep the faith, and do whatever you need to do in order to stay on top of your game as best you can right now. Dont let the bitch suck you back in again. You are not in the best shape right now to be making emotional decisions like that anyway, and you already know she is a life sucking vampire bitch. So be done with her.

Take care man, hope to hear from you again soon
Big D

Krusty · 02-01-2008, 10:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DirtyJumbo

Fucking great as if im not depressed enough yet my ex just called me to tell me she fucked another guy last night and that she regrets it WTF. Went to a psychiatric hospital last night cuz i felt like killing myself again but when i was woken up this morning they were gonna put me in solitary confinment cuz i couldnt give a piss sample on command. Fuck i climbed the wall and got the fuck out even in jail the guards don't have a nazi attitude like that

lol you sure they weren't patients themselves? lol

she is a bitch.. as i mentioned in sms

. *hugs*

ScreaM · 02-01-2008, 01:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Krusty

as i mentioned in sms

. *hugs*

I'll do whatever it takes to get an SMS from you.

boobie · 02-01-2008, 04:20 PM

GREAT to see you are back and OK !!
keep the good mood !!

Krusty · 02-01-2008, 06:46 PM

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Originally Posted by ScreaM

I'll do whatever it takes to get an SMS from you.

don't you even think about doing what DJ's been thinking..... naughty. I don't have your number anyway

Sabby · 02-01-2008, 06:55 PM

Solitary confinement may be good for you. I'm sure it would have been temporary. Maybe you should have stayed. These people deal with stuff like this all the time they may seem insensitive to you at the time but they are trying to do what's best for you at the moment. You really dont need to be around other patients and their problems on top of your own right now.

Think of it as a nice restful vacation away from the world. Not a permenent one. Try not to think about anything for awhile. Sleep as much as you need. Read a book. You dont have to worry about bills, where you are going to stay, or anything at this time. Let them take care of you. Dont talk to anyone who might upset you and set you off again. Just RELAX.

When they put you on medication its going to take a month or more before you even begin to feeling stable again. Take it one day at a time. You might feel like someone stuffed your head full of cotton or you hear music in your head but that can be soothing. And it goes away.

You can get through this.

Sabby

Sven800 · 02-01-2008, 07:02 PM

DJ - Try to keep busy with your sites and forget about the chick - she is not worth it.

A lot of people here are willing to help, so just let us know when you need something.

Sabby · 02-01-2008, 07:34 PM

And oh man I would have loved to be in solitary for awhile.

Only thing was when I had my breakdown I had my mother undergoing cancer treatments, my husband completely lost to drugs, and 3 kids to look after.

Looking back at it all now I actually amaze myself at how strong I really was. I really do feel bad for the times I yelled at everyone here and probably almost drove a few of you insane along with me.

Sabby

gothic · 02-02-2008, 12:36 AM

So she ran out of money and fucked some fool.
And she regrets he didn't have much money, I suppose?

Ignore the bitch.

01-31-2008, 01:03 PM	#41 (permalink)
mimi 36B..anything else? Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 5,044 Points: 210	nice to have you back DJ...things look bad right now but hopefully down the road,you'll be able to look back at this period of your life and feel really proud of yourself for surviving through the mess. __________________ Cleverly disguised as a responsible adult

01-31-2008, 01:16 PM	#42 (permalink)
lilpixie UK Diva Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: UK Posts: 3,080 Points: 85	Glad you are in one piece DJ - chat soon mate lilpixie x __________________

01-31-2008, 03:50 PM	#45 (permalink)
cool1 sex is good Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: WPG, MB, Canada Posts: 17,201 Points: 490	glad to hear you are doing better than dead. bummer about your ex screwin you over. well karma will get her in the end always does. take care and stay well __________________

02-01-2008, 12:57 AM	#46 (permalink)
joel56 Im addicted to Netpond Join Date: Oct 2007 Posts: 466 Points: 510	hi DJ, unfortunately heavy issues you do have indeed- If I can add my small 2 cents since I am new here but was catching your original thread from the start through till here. I had a friend with bipolar-and got into an 'endgame' situation similar to yours quite badly at one point, but now the right meds have made him intergrated quite normally now -no depression swings. I'm not sure if you've access to proper treatment for that, but it could help alot. I hope you get a judge that looks into your case with leniency... would showing your particpation so extensively in this forum be helpful perhaps -ie, showing;- all your caring friends, your threads you've been helping others out with, this suicide contemplation, - also the fact proper treatment for the bipolar might not be readily accessible in prison and that fact could loom like a shadow over you... I don't know much else- just throwing in some ideas that may help you out in some small way at the very least. Good luck anyway, but always believe in your heart to endure everything - your galaxy of friends here know you can. Last edited by joel56 : 02-01-2008 at 01:04 AM.

02-01-2008, 02:48 AM	#47 (permalink)
gothic A new newbie Join Date: May 2005 Location: Belgium Posts: 6,125 Points: 0	Hi guys, Just had a chat with DJ on the phone, he didn't get a chance to be online again yet but he's ok and thanks all for your concern. __________________ Every submission got hardlink on 2 pages at xxx links directory Free Sex Forum Lots of free traffic left... get it! Thumblogger= Stable, Trusted and Free Adult Blog Hosting for over 2 years.

01-31-2008, 01:41 PM	#43 (permalink)
AgentZee I made fudge! Join Date: Oct 2007 Posts: 103 Points: 155	good to hear your ok jumbo, take care of yourself

01-31-2008, 02:51 PM	#44 (permalink)
zeuse (. ) ( .) Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: + ENGLAND Posts: 982 Points: 565	Jumbo ive been there. Ive sat in a gutter with blood pissing out of my wrists over a girl, twice. All i can say for sure is that you will look back on it and realise that you were a real cock that day. Getting my wrist stitched up at the hospital and having the doctors try to refer me to a shrink was nothing compared to watching my mother break down. People think that commiting suicide is for cowards but trust me it takes a big fuck off pair of balls to choose a method and go through with it, failure or not. Look after yourself

02-01-2008, 07:28 AM	#49 (permalink)
DirtyJumbo Fuck the system, it fucking sucks Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: So close no matter how far... Posts: 18,441 Points: 215	Fucking great as if im not depressed enough yet my ex just called me to tell me she fucked another guy last night and that she regrets it WTF. Went to a psychiatric hospital last night cuz i felt like killing myself again but when i was woken up this morning they were gonna put me in solitary confinment cuz i couldnt give a piss sample on command. Fuck i climbed the wall and got the fuck out even in jail the guards don't have a nazi attitude like that __________________ ePass Sponsors Choker Traffic Shemale Sponsors Join Shocking Cash, enter bonus code 279BC014BC and get $35 FREE!

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02-01-2008, 06:55 PM	#57 (permalink)
Sabby Insane Psychic Genius Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Heaven or Hell - You choose! Posts: 4,845 Points: 1,565	Solitary confinement may be good for you. I'm sure it would have been temporary. Maybe you should have stayed. These people deal with stuff like this all the time they may seem insensitive to you at the time but they are trying to do what's best for you at the moment. You really dont need to be around other patients and their problems on top of your own right now. Think of it as a nice restful vacation away from the world. Not a permenent one. Try not to think about anything for awhile. Sleep as much as you need. Read a book. You dont have to worry about bills, where you are going to stay, or anything at this time. Let them take care of you. Dont talk to anyone who might upset you and set you off again. Just RELAX. When they put you on medication its going to take a month or more before you even begin to feeling stable again. Take it one day at a time. You might feel like someone stuffed your head full of cotton or you hear music in your head but that can be soothing. And it goes away. You can get through this. Sabby __________________ GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER!!!

02-01-2008, 07:02 PM	#58 (permalink)
Sven800 Is Aga really Little Buddha? Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Eastern Bible Belt Posts: 1,664 Points: 1,065	DJ - Try to keep busy with your sites and forget about the chick - she is not worth it. A lot of people here are willing to help, so just let us know when you need something.

02-01-2008, 07:34 PM	#59 (permalink)
Sabby Insane Psychic Genius Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Heaven or Hell - You choose! Posts: 4,845 Points: 1,565	And oh man I would have loved to be in solitary for awhile. Only thing was when I had my breakdown I had my mother undergoing cancer treatments, my husband completely lost to drugs, and 3 kids to look after. Looking back at it all now I actually amaze myself at how strong I really was. I really do feel bad for the times I yelled at everyone here and probably almost drove a few of you insane along with me. Sabby __________________ GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER!!!

02-02-2008, 12:36 AM	#60 (permalink)
gothic A new newbie Join Date: May 2005 Location: Belgium Posts: 6,125 Points: 0	So she ran out of money and fucked some fool. And she regrets he didn't have much money, I suppose? Ignore the bitch. __________________ Every submission got hardlink on 2 pages at xxx links directory Free Sex Forum Lots of free traffic left... get it! Thumblogger= Stable, Trusted and Free Adult Blog Hosting for over 2 years.