Thank you Meat Dave and NP

DirtyJumbo · 01-30-2008, 04:57 PM

I don't have much time to make a longwinded post but I wanna thank Dave and Meat for saving my life cause I wouldn't be here anymore if Meat didn't impersonate the Spanish police lol.

I'm amazed at the amount of people who replied to my thread, I must say I get more support from people I only know online than from my "real" friends".

There are several reasons why I wanted to take my own life yesterday, I'm not gonna list all of them here cuz I would be typing for hours on end. The fact is I'm bi-polar, when I'm in a manic phase I can stay awake for days or weeks and still feel great. Lately I've been severly depressed though and that's why I was contemplating suicide.

My problems started since I met my ex girlfriend early last year. At first I was really happy to be in a relationship again after being single for 6 years but our relationship turned into a nightmare. Last night she kicked me out, leaving me broke and homeless. At the time I met her she lived in the same building as me and was being evicted for not paying her rent for 5 months. I'm not much of a saver but I spent my last cent to save her hooker ass from ending up homeless and getting her a new place to live. I moved in with her, keeping my own adress but not too long ago I finished my lease to "officially" move in with her (I didn't do so before because of tax reasons). In 2 weeks time I would have been able to put my adress where she lives but she called the cops last night and since I don't officially live there she has the right to have the police put me out on the streets. So basically I'm being evicted from an appartment I paid for myself lol. I'm a real idiot and a blind motherfucker, she used me untill I wasn't of any use to her any longer.

From day one of our relationship she promised me heaven, she had run an escort agency for 12 years but ended up in jail for employing illegal Russian girls. She told me she would start her biz again, asked me to invest, promised to buy me a BMW once her biz got going like she claimed she did for her past lovers. One year later she still has no "biz". She keeps claiming she will receive payments from this and that but no money ever shows up so I end up paying her bills and having my own fucking stuff confiscated cause it seems she never paid a single fucking bill in her entire life.

Through her I also met the wrong "friends", got myself involved in some dodgy shit and will be facing court soon. Things aren't looking good, I'll prolly spent a good amount of time behind bars. Waking up every morning knowing it could be your last day as a free man is a bit nervewrecking. I can't blame everything on her, I'm an accomplice in the crimes(s) that occured but what pisses me off is the fact that her statements to the police say I'm the one who's guilty and she's innocent. Luckily the cops aren't that stupid, she will pay for what she did as well.

Gotta end my post since I'm at a cybercafe and it's gonna close, once again thanks to Meat, Dave and everybody else at NP.

Head Boy · 01-30-2008, 05:12 PM

Great to see you back, now lets get you earning some money and back in the biz.

GTP Dave · 01-30-2008, 05:18 PM

DJ . friendship and Netpond are threads like this
http://netpond.com/showthread.php?t=...t=netpond+song
http://netpond.com/showthread.php?t=...t=netpond+song

Quote:

Originally Posted by DirtyJumbo

1967 here

Happy Days was my favorite, The Fonz was so damn cool lol

Quote:

Originally Posted by GTP Dave

yeah.. happy days was cool...

Turn Your Phone ON...

Lets Dance!

Nikka · 01-30-2008, 05:24 PM

glad to hear from you DJ

btw, once I met some wrong friends too, need to be careful with that people...

freechess · 01-30-2008, 05:30 PM

dj take care of yourself. even if you do go to jail you will still need to

be making money for when you get out. pm me some links i will add them

to my sites pro-bono and i will try to do what i can to help

silentwhispers · 01-30-2008, 05:34 PM

sometimes we do crazy things when we're in love, we get so involved with wanting to please the ones that we love, that we tend to not notice the wrong things till after it's ended, or we do see them, but overlook them because we don't want to see the one we love as a bad person. When they say love is blind, this is very much true, I'm sorry you got in trouble with the law, and that she kicked you out, I wish there was something I could do for you. You're in my prayers and thoughts big hugs from me to you sweetie <picture me hugging you in real life here

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NinjaSteve · 01-30-2008, 05:36 PM

Wow it sounds like a lot of crazy things have been going on in your life. Hang in there! You could always write down your feelings in a journal to help get it off your chest and express your emotions how you see fit on paper.

goodspirit · 01-30-2008, 05:46 PM

Damn dude...came to Serbia! We have 4 womens on one guy! 4:1 ... that's our ratio! There is no way that I become suicide for girl that I met a year ago... chill out bro

Take some joint or something

Just don't take your life!!! You have a lot of friends here and you know that... Stay cool

@zrael · 01-30-2008, 05:50 PM

Fuck i didn't get wind of this
i must say im not on the pond as much as i would like to these days due to a relationship
but i think its also come to an end
so i am probably back for a good whoring ScreaM watch out

i would say nothing in life is worth ending your own
and another one would be
you only get one ride make the best of it

yes shit hapens and we can find ourselves in need or alone
this is when you find your true friends or relationships

the only time i would end my life personaly would be to save another
but apart from that i say FUCK YOU and i am going to look you in the face and kick your ass, i am stronger and i am going to be the best

so hang on in there life is more than well worth living even when your in the shit
it only makes you stronger and wiser and you will get more satisfaction in kicking its ass than anything else

@zrael · 01-30-2008, 05:56 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by NinjaSteve

Hang in there! You could always write down your feelings in a journal to help get it off your chest and express your emotions how you see fit on paper.

Nice idea it might also help others
your not alone believe me

theNewGuy · 01-30-2008, 06:08 PM

Glad to have you back DJ. I hope things work out for you. I can't offer much but if I can help you out pm me

Meat · 01-30-2008, 06:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by goodspirit

came to Serbia! We have 4 womens on one guy! 4:1 ... that's our ratio! )

i will see u in a few days lol

i need a wife

Sabby · 01-30-2008, 06:46 PM

Hey I got a whole chapter on "Stay Out of Jail" Spells...

Sabby

GTP Dave · 01-30-2008, 07:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sabby

Hey I got a whole chapter on "Stay Out of Jail" Spells...

Sabby

ouch...... future witch..... wanna ride my broomstick?

Dupont · 01-30-2008, 07:14 PM

good to hear you realized that suicide is not a way to go

@zrael · 01-30-2008, 07:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Meat

i will see u in a few days lol

i need a wife

what think of all the hassle
you can't have porn sites or think of anything kinky
and im not talking back door entries

no no just a women man
they are like spare tyres out you get and change it when its flat

Greg B · 01-30-2008, 07:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by goodspirit

Damn dude...came to Serbia! We have 4 womens on one guy! 4:1 ... that's our ratio! There is no way that I become suicide for girl that I met a year ago... chill out bro

Take some joint or something

Just don't take your life!!! You have a lot of friends here and you know that... Stay cool

If they have them there 5' 10" or taller, I'm on my way!

Seriously, Jumbo, you made some bad decisions and you're suffering from a chronic illness. The court will take that into consideration. They'll also look at her background as well.

If you did something you knew well was criminal then you can plea bargain or work something out with the court.

Bottom line is every bump and bash in life is a lesson. I remember many, many years ago a friend of mine and I were talking about the girls we didn't get in high school who married other guys. Then suddenly I asked him when was the last time he saw the 'other' guys smiling? It was BEFORE they got married. We had been saved from a fate worse than death and didn't know it.

There are over 3 1/2 billion female humans on this planet. That means if you could fuck 3,000 a day you wouldn't run out for 3,000 years.

Handle your problems, see if there's an alternative treatment to bipolar than psychiatric drugs based on flouride, and get yourself together. With your smarts and hookup buddies here on Netpond I'm sure some can front you some dough til you're rolling along and back in action.

LezGeri · 01-30-2008, 07:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by @zrael

what think of all the hassle
you can't have porn sites or think of anything kinky
and im not talking back door entries

no no just a women man
they are like spare tyres out you get and change it when its flat

Do you have to be so obnoxious & depressing at a time like this @zrael?

Anyway. Glad you didn't top yourself DJ

AbsolutePorn · 01-30-2008, 08:14 PM

I love you bro!

01-30-2008, 04:57 PM	#1 (permalink)
DirtyJumbo Fuck the system, it fucking sucks Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: So close no matter how far... Posts: 18,582 Points: 60	Thank you Meat Dave and NP I don't have much time to make a longwinded post but I wanna thank Dave and Meat for saving my life cause I wouldn't be here anymore if Meat didn't impersonate the Spanish police lol. I'm amazed at the amount of people who replied to my thread, I must say I get more support from people I only know online than from my "real" friends". There are several reasons why I wanted to take my own life yesterday, I'm not gonna list all of them here cuz I would be typing for hours on end. The fact is I'm bi-polar, when I'm in a manic phase I can stay awake for days or weeks and still feel great. Lately I've been severly depressed though and that's why I was contemplating suicide. My problems started since I met my ex girlfriend early last year. At first I was really happy to be in a relationship again after being single for 6 years but our relationship turned into a nightmare. Last night she kicked me out, leaving me broke and homeless. At the time I met her she lived in the same building as me and was being evicted for not paying her rent for 5 months. I'm not much of a saver but I spent my last cent to save her hooker ass from ending up homeless and getting her a new place to live. I moved in with her, keeping my own adress but not too long ago I finished my lease to "officially" move in with her (I didn't do so before because of tax reasons). In 2 weeks time I would have been able to put my adress where she lives but she called the cops last night and since I don't officially live there she has the right to have the police put me out on the streets. So basically I'm being evicted from an appartment I paid for myself lol. I'm a real idiot and a blind motherfucker, she used me untill I wasn't of any use to her any longer. From day one of our relationship she promised me heaven, she had run an escort agency for 12 years but ended up in jail for employing illegal Russian girls. She told me she would start her biz again, asked me to invest, promised to buy me a BMW once her biz got going like she claimed she did for her past lovers. One year later she still has no "biz". She keeps claiming she will receive payments from this and that but no money ever shows up so I end up paying her bills and having my own fucking stuff confiscated cause it seems she never paid a single fucking bill in her entire life. Through her I also met the wrong "friends", got myself involved in some dodgy shit and will be facing court soon. Things aren't looking good, I'll prolly spent a good amount of time behind bars. Waking up every morning knowing it could be your last day as a free man is a bit nervewrecking. I can't blame everything on her, I'm an accomplice in the crimes(s) that occured but what pisses me off is the fact that her statements to the police say I'm the one who's guilty and she's innocent. Luckily the cops aren't that stupid, she will pay for what she did as well. Gotta end my post since I'm at a cybercafe and it's gonna close, once again thanks to Meat, Dave and everybody else at NP. __________________ ePass Sponsors Choker Traffic Juicy Ads Shemale Sponsors

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